life...
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life has completely sucked lately.
my lover boy is gone and i dont get to see him for 12 more days and im starting to get depression like i used to because im lost without him basically. i dont know exactly how much he cares about me but i think i care for him differently than he cares for me. im glad he saved me though. he will never know how much he saved me.
i have a huge cast on my wrist until i get my surgery.
i dont feel like i have a single friend left.
work sucks. i wish i could never go back there ever again.
i just want out of here and i want my ben to come home and hug me.
life has completely sucked lately.
my lover boy is gone and i dont get to see him for 12 more days and im starting to get depression like i used to because im lost without him basically. i dont know exactly how much he cares about me but i think i care for him differently than he cares for me. im glad he saved me though. he will never know how much he saved me.
i have a huge cast on my wrist until i get my surgery.
i dont feel like i have a single friend left.
work sucks. i wish i could never go back there ever again.
i just want out of here and i want my ben to come home and hug me.