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i officially hate the sound of my own voice.
or at least i'm tired of hearing (about) it.
less than a month. it's a weird feeling. i'm excited to bring this into the world, but selfish enough to want to just keep it to myself for as long as i can. these stories mean a lot to me. i really strived for that. i didn't want just "songs". i wanted stories. i didn't want to just make a collection of songs. i wanted to write an album.
it was a hell of a road to get there, but i think i might have actually made myself proud this time. all the bitching aside, of course.
&& the fact that it's vindictive as hell doesn't really hurt, either. it actually makes me laugh.
...a lot.
(the way it should be.)
or at least i'm tired of hearing (about) it.
less than a month. it's a weird feeling. i'm excited to bring this into the world, but selfish enough to want to just keep it to myself for as long as i can. these stories mean a lot to me. i really strived for that. i didn't want just "songs". i wanted stories. i didn't want to just make a collection of songs. i wanted to write an album.
it was a hell of a road to get there, but i think i might have actually made myself proud this time. all the bitching aside, of course.
&& the fact that it's vindictive as hell doesn't really hurt, either. it actually makes me laugh.
...a lot.
(the way it should be.)