Mar 27, 2004 22:56
Back from Mexico all and I have to say it was great. And another thing.....I hate America! This country seems so......lol retarted compared to Mexico! lol i only use retarted because of a lack for a better word seeing as im crazy tired. But Mexico was awesome.....a week doing construction and Vacation Bible School for kids who dont know what you are saying! Who could ask for anything better? lol but nah seriously, i loved it. I might be going back again for the 3rd time this summer and im arranging to possibly live there after highschool. No joke. The pastor of the base church down there offered me a room in his house for whenever! woop blam! im so excited! But i cried at the San Antonio River Walk because I didnt want to be there. I didnt want to be around technology and so much evil in the air! It was crazy! but i am glad to be back...for now.....until i move there....FOR GOD!!! (and for good)
I used my knowledge of a certain guy for my advantage! hee hee. I declared in front of all of Agukita what i was going to do with my life...live in Mexico as a missionary and I knew he was there...hee heee well anyways at the riverwalk he was sitting next to the person i was tlaking to and i started talking about Mexico and how i missed it and i wondered what other people were like in different countries like...africa...austrailia.... ISREAL!! (which is where he is gonna be a missionary...bring Jesus to the jews) and i was like yeah that would be an awesome mission trip.....hee hee...and i left it at that but i knew he was listening and we have a been eyeballing eachother in agujita and at the riverwalk....hee hee oh yay! tha makes me happy.....but i am deciding that i have not met my husband yet because when i do...God will makes it apparant and obvious.... and i am waiting for God's signal. So basically what i learned are these three things.....
1. Give myself totally to God. I cant keep a single piece of my old life with me.
2. I havent met my husband yet because God will make it obvious
3. I am going to be a missionary in Mexico!
So God has been working in my life lately and it reminds me of Jeremiah 1:7...."Do not tell me tha are too young. When I tell you to go somewhere then go, and when I tell you what to say, do not leave out a word." woop blam. God is great and good....good and great! AWESOME!!! ok well im outtie...i need some sleep! tootles
<>< Cassandra