i walk alone

[starscrossed]

i cant take it anymore..... !!!!!! sometimes i just want to run around and go krazy throwing random shit at people till they pass out. Adam where have you been why cant we LAUNCH potatoes at people!!! i have this urge to really punch something i dont know why. Why do some people have to be soo nice maybe im just not use to it gah. im just waiting to pick a fight. i want to hang out with my friends today. Charline i miss you alot soo call me. Orientation is going to be boring and gay. I really feel like listening to Greenday which i have been all morning i dont know why. im just rambling on and on about nothing but its okay. its just sometimes i get mad not because of you but because of me. im just not happy and confident about myself i have no fucking self confidence. I hate ugly people haha but everyone is beautiful in there own way.. i have hawt fucking friends. im Glad. I wouldnt be able to really stand being friends with someone thats tremendously ugly!! call me a bitch i dont care haha people take things to seriously. Dont tie me down cause i dont work that way...

I HATE YOU but I dont... Everything

its okay though cause old pictures make me smile.

i miss him argh.



Charline and i drunk


Amber on her birthday drunk kissing a duck


me Charline and Stepanie at birch hill school