Jul 05, 2006 12:11
yesterday was the worst fourth Ever. rainy, no fireworks, chris went to jail, n jr almost did.
drama never seems to end
im so tired of it. thinking that with the ending of highschool it would stop, tho this is foolish to think so. im looking forward to school for that reason. i think if i do go off to tcu this yr it wil be a good thing. ill be out of the woodlands and its lil bubble, away from the money the protection of my parents the bitchy ppl and i thihnk part of me wants to run away from my memories. im sad that a lot of my friends are leaving too tho. i feel like im losing a huge part of me, because even like we said before wen the owens moved aw ay, you love your friends immensly but theres only so much of a relationship wiht them that you can maintain. i hate growing up sometimes