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fucking moving on sucks
but we have to deal with it
we have to get our shit done
we have to graduate
we are expected to deal with all the normal things that your suppose to do. but why is it so goddamn hard. why cant the world just stop just for a lil just have time take a break, pause, just briefly. i feel like im holding my breath waiting for something else to happen now. like the whole thing with andrew just knocked the wind out of me.
what can i do tho. i can be supportive towards my friends, face reality, get educated. and start my life. i cant let this get me down, this only shows me more that i CANT stay around here forever i have to make my own way. its very sad tho, ending a chapter of my life like this, its like the ending of all of us. going off too school, i know bretts only twenty mins away but realisticly thats far. im debating on going to sam houston instead of moco. i dont want to get stuck like so many of the other ppl there. and its an actual school. so .. imea ni have the grades i can keep my job, and i can live at home. so why not righ? i just dont know whats best right wno my judgment hasnt exactly been at its peak.
but we have to deal with it
we have to get our shit done
we have to graduate
we are expected to deal with all the normal things that your suppose to do. but why is it so goddamn hard. why cant the world just stop just for a lil just have time take a break, pause, just briefly. i feel like im holding my breath waiting for something else to happen now. like the whole thing with andrew just knocked the wind out of me.
what can i do tho. i can be supportive towards my friends, face reality, get educated. and start my life. i cant let this get me down, this only shows me more that i CANT stay around here forever i have to make my own way. its very sad tho, ending a chapter of my life like this, its like the ending of all of us. going off too school, i know bretts only twenty mins away but realisticly thats far. im debating on going to sam houston instead of moco. i dont want to get stuck like so many of the other ppl there. and its an actual school. so .. imea ni have the grades i can keep my job, and i can live at home. so why not righ? i just dont know whats best right wno my judgment hasnt exactly been at its peak.