Sep 05, 2004 12:45
Well.. it only seems to I get a desire to write when something goes wrong...
Well that last fight we got over and headed on and got things better yeah...
Only yet again last night we got into another one of those... and I was thinking oh it's like our 1st month ann. and today will be so nice and sweet. Was I ever so wrong. And the funny thing is he says his relationships only last a month, well I could see why.
Yet another just picking on him joking set it all off and he had to lash out with those hatred things of saying. And even when he knew I was either hurt or really mad at him... he just says well I'm leaving and doesn't even care about it. He uttered the words happy anniversary as he walked away and under my breath I was like yeah right... and hurriedly went inside in my room to let all of that fade and let it out.
I'm just about sick of all of this...
There is so much drama lately with everyone running their mouth and then him just being a bit of a jerk to me at times... even before that happened the very beginning of the day he wasn't in the best of mood. But oh well... here goes another ride, I wonder what will be the demise of this one.