Wonderful Meet Horrible... Where should we go to next...
Some things have been taking the toll of the unexpected... some things I never thought would happen. It's been quite a wild ride lately.
Things with me and Adam have been really well though :)
Sunday suprised me soo much when he went to church with me... and the unexplainable sweet presence and how adorable he was was just amazing. I mean just some of the things he did I don't know... it was just a new Adam that I liked... and what surprised me even more he told me that he liked it and that'd he might go next Sunday too... I was shocked needless to say.
But things have been different he's been around so much more lately too...
He just kinda scared me last night cause we got talking on relationships and he wanted to know the reasons why I broke up with my last boyfriend so he wouldn't make those mistakes and such.. and later we got into his conversation of his relationships. The part that scared me is that like is longest relationship was only 2 months but they didn't actually date the last month so more or less he said it was only a month. ehh :-\
And then when he told me the one girl he was madly in love with they never dated though just sort of (hard to explain) but just some of the mean things he was going to do to her I don't know it kinda put me in a scared position cause I mean if he liked her way more than me and such it's kinda weird... like any second we could be broken up for no moment and I'm putting so much into this... maybe I really shouldn't be :-\... maybe I should hold back. I don't know he just didn't reassure me much last night on that convo so I'm a little scared I guess I would say....
But I mean he means a lot to me and I really don't want to do any of that cause I've been so happy with him :)... I mean he really has been incredible...
Ehh except for last night long story there but he got mad at me for certain reasons but then we were perfectly fine later...
But other than those few things things have been really great...
Oh yeah since he had been taking time away from me and my girlfriends (LIKE JACKIE BERG! hehe) I made him do some girly things with me last night LOL it was soo funny when I told my dad cause he just laughed at him and couldn't believe it lol....
Adam is soo great though he does anything for me :)... hes so utterly sweet :-D!!!
Things with me and Adam have been really well though :)
Sunday suprised me soo much when he went to church with me... and the unexplainable sweet presence and how adorable he was was just amazing. I mean just some of the things he did I don't know... it was just a new Adam that I liked... and what surprised me even more he told me that he liked it and that'd he might go next Sunday too... I was shocked needless to say.
But things have been different he's been around so much more lately too...
He just kinda scared me last night cause we got talking on relationships and he wanted to know the reasons why I broke up with my last boyfriend so he wouldn't make those mistakes and such.. and later we got into his conversation of his relationships. The part that scared me is that like is longest relationship was only 2 months but they didn't actually date the last month so more or less he said it was only a month. ehh :-\
And then when he told me the one girl he was madly in love with they never dated though just sort of (hard to explain) but just some of the mean things he was going to do to her I don't know it kinda put me in a scared position cause I mean if he liked her way more than me and such it's kinda weird... like any second we could be broken up for no moment and I'm putting so much into this... maybe I really shouldn't be :-\... maybe I should hold back. I don't know he just didn't reassure me much last night on that convo so I'm a little scared I guess I would say....
But I mean he means a lot to me and I really don't want to do any of that cause I've been so happy with him :)... I mean he really has been incredible...
Ehh except for last night long story there but he got mad at me for certain reasons but then we were perfectly fine later...
But other than those few things things have been really great...
Oh yeah since he had been taking time away from me and my girlfriends (LIKE JACKIE BERG! hehe) I made him do some girly things with me last night LOL it was soo funny when I told my dad cause he just laughed at him and couldn't believe it lol....
Adam is soo great though he does anything for me :)... hes so utterly sweet :-D!!!