a nite of thanks.
i think i am begining to love my life. for simple reasons of course. nothing complicated. nothing to big to deal with. i am truly grateful for the small things i have in my life, because i don't think if i had those small things, i would be a loser.
i am begining to feel really excited about going to NY. it's really going to blow my mind more than i can ever imagine. i'm going to be free. i'm going to be independent. and it's going to feel wonderful. no longer stuck in boring old jersey, i'm going to actually be doing something with my life. and i'm truly thankful for that. i am thankful i have to opportunity to do so. even if the whole broadway thing doesn't work out for me, i'll still have the experience, and nothing is going to be able to replace that.
i'm very happy the way things are going in this new relationship i'm in. i feel happy, confident, and great. regardless of what anyone thinks, i'm happy. and honestly, that's all that matters. because i'm the only one that's going to be running my life. i can only depend on myself, cause in the end, the only person i'm going to have is me. it's my life. no one else's. and if i feel happy, damn it, i'm going to be happy. no one can stop me.
i am thankful that i was able to wake up and smell the rotten coffee that was lingering above me and i realized that music is what i really want to do. i want to sing, be on broadway; singing and dancing. that is the life. and that is what i'm going to do. and i'm really going to try, so hard, to get what i want, cause it's what i deserve. after all the shit i have to deal with, with my mom and all. i really deserve this.
i hate to sound really cocky and selfish here, but i think i deserve anything i can get my hands on. if it's meant to be, it'll be. and that's the way it is.
i am thankful that i'm able to realize all of this. i guess i really am lucky.
i am begining to feel really excited about going to NY. it's really going to blow my mind more than i can ever imagine. i'm going to be free. i'm going to be independent. and it's going to feel wonderful. no longer stuck in boring old jersey, i'm going to actually be doing something with my life. and i'm truly thankful for that. i am thankful i have to opportunity to do so. even if the whole broadway thing doesn't work out for me, i'll still have the experience, and nothing is going to be able to replace that.
i'm very happy the way things are going in this new relationship i'm in. i feel happy, confident, and great. regardless of what anyone thinks, i'm happy. and honestly, that's all that matters. because i'm the only one that's going to be running my life. i can only depend on myself, cause in the end, the only person i'm going to have is me. it's my life. no one else's. and if i feel happy, damn it, i'm going to be happy. no one can stop me.
i am thankful that i was able to wake up and smell the rotten coffee that was lingering above me and i realized that music is what i really want to do. i want to sing, be on broadway; singing and dancing. that is the life. and that is what i'm going to do. and i'm really going to try, so hard, to get what i want, cause it's what i deserve. after all the shit i have to deal with, with my mom and all. i really deserve this.
i hate to sound really cocky and selfish here, but i think i deserve anything i can get my hands on. if it's meant to be, it'll be. and that's the way it is.
i am thankful that i'm able to realize all of this. i guess i really am lucky.