Nov 08, 2010 21:51
i cant stop anything.
i cant stop thinking about where i'm going to get my next paycheck from, and where i'll shortcut my bills to pay other bills.
i cant stop dwelling on the fact that this is my life and i have to get thru the hard shit before i can really have fun again.
i cant fucking stop my mind from racing and thinking about all the things i dont need to be worrying about right now.
no matter what happens, i have come to the conclusion that it might be time for me to be selfish and start living my life for me now.
starting now, it's officially me & my cheat!grind. i'm not going to let anything get in my way anymore...it's high time that i start doing what i need to do.
its like weezy said...
"if you aint runnin with it, then run from it"
yaaahearrrrrrrrrd.
life