i cant dream anymore since you left...

Feb 15, 2005 20:14

i had the most amazing
valentines
day ever. in the history of
the whole day, i think that this
one tops them all.
i had a valentine
and i got
to be with him even though
i didnt think
that i would be
able to.

got to have dinner.
i got todrive my car.
best of all, i got to be with
the most inportant component
of this mess
i call a
life.

sean makes
me feel like nothing
in the whole world could
ever go wrong.
and when im with him
nothing ever does.
being with him is like
my own little world
and in the center is
me and him
and a little red
heart that floats above my
head.

last nite when sean and i
were lying in bed
i think i fell asleep
and when i woke up
i had tears
in my eyes.
so i rolled over and looked at
him and then i realized why.
i know that i am lucky
to get him.
to be with him and have him
keep me safe
and be with me
on nights that i cant sleep
and sure its hard to be
apart sometimes
but he's not that far
and i get
him on weekends.

i dont know what else to say
right now.
i am consumed
by other thoughts
other feelings
and the missingness
of my bed warmer
boyfriend
husband
lover.

[Drink up baby down
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you're writing a tragedy
These mess-ups
You bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like

So, let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

It gains the more it gives
And then advances with the form
So, honey, back for more
Can't you see that all the stuff's essential?
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later
Now you can wait
You roll your eyes
We've twenty seconds to comply

So, let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's al right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown]
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