"It's the way rain becomes romantic"
it was pouring like a monsoon tonight. i loved it. rain is awesome. i love thunder and lightning storms in the summer. i love falling asleep to rain, i really wish it was still raining right now because i know i'm going to have trouble getting to sleep tonight. way too much on my mind.
too much has been happening lately. and today topped it all off. i should have guessed how my day was going to go as soon as that cop pulled me over at 7:24 this morning. only a verbal warning, thank god. martha does not need to know. jeez, that's all i would need right now is a screaming martha episode and to be grounded. that would be just oh-so-wonderful. screw this. i'm sick of being the sad one that people worry about. someone fucking cheer me up. make everything all better again. but don't be a weirdo. please.
p.s. if you choose to respond to anything i happen to say on here, that's great. really, thank you for taking interest in my pathetic life, but pleasepleaseplease sign your name after your comment. it gets really frustrating when people write in here and i have no idea who it is. if you write something anonymously and don't leave your name from now on i will just delete that comment. so there's your warning. no second chances. sorry.
p.p.s. good song: http://www.victoryrecords.com/takingbacksunday/tbs_player.html
"I wanted you for nothing more than hating you for what you are."