i guess it's better to never know
well, it's good to know who your true friends are.
you may never read this, but i know things that have happened, and it did hurt me to hear about it. i know it shouldn't because it's not like we were really together, but stuff like this happens to me too often and it doesn't do anything to help with my esteem. i don't hate you or anything but i wish you would have warned me about something like this before i started getting attatched. i have a hard time giving all of my trust to people, especially boys, and this is one of the reasons. this stuff is all too familiar to me, and i'm just sick of it. i'll just have to take this into account before i start into anything else. you know the saying, "only fools rush in."
anyway, i'm not going to let anyone comment on this because i know all it will be is, "i'm sorry, i love you, i would never do anything to hurt you," and stuff like that. i just don't need anyone's pity sympathy right now. because the truth is, if people actually meant those things, then things like this wouldn't happen and the world would be perfect.
...but who wants to live in a perfect world anyway?