Oct 22, 2004 11:15
im here at adams place.. the place that i once called home. i came to get the rest of my stuff. we are making breakfast.
i cant even begin to explain how i feel. the only person that i come into contact with now is my mom, its so sad.. and now hes leaving to the westside.. so hes gonna be farther than he already is. i just felt so comforted knowing that he was a minutes walk away.
all i can say is to lets just leave it up to fate. if it was real. then it was always real. im sorry for everything.. but now im the one that realized what i lost.
to be honest.. i feel like i lost everything. its so pathetic when you wake up and you think about a person.. and fall asleep thinking about that person. everything that i look at reminds me of you. and its not fair because i dont want to hurt like this anymore. but just know that you will always have my love,my little anteater. today and 60 years from now.
your beloved honey bear cat