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Well, I was supposed to be getting married in April, but from the way things are going lately, I honestly don't see that happening. I really thought that girls were the ones that started the drama in relationships, but this has been proven wrong. My heart is getting broken. I was proposed to on Thanksgiving, and now I've been getting pushed away. More and more panick attacks from him. I've been trying so hard with him.. I just don't know what else to do to make things better. Yes I fucked up BIG time... but I have tried sooo hard to make things better between us. He is no longer the same person that I fell in love with.
This past weekend he has done nothing but avoided me with the same excuses. I am at a loss. Explain to me how not seeing each other for 48 hours is going to fix things?
I know I only write in here when I'm angry or sad, but this is my only way of expressing it.
This past weekend he has done nothing but avoided me with the same excuses. I am at a loss. Explain to me how not seeing each other for 48 hours is going to fix things?
I know I only write in here when I'm angry or sad, but this is my only way of expressing it.