You+Me+A Lil Conversation=?
I was feeling all sorts of weird last night. It was insane. For some reason I feel hungover but I didn't drink last night. I got to the apartment, fed the fish, straightened up the kitchen, put a load of my smelly gross clothes in, hopped on the computer, watched a movie and went to bed. I should have just gone straight to bed because Im so paying for it now. I feel like ass. Hung out at Beth's cafe with Joh, Bethy, MandaJean, and Brad(hmmm). It was fun. But I felt really outta place. I wanted to just curl up into a ball and die. Then Beth wrote something on my arm that made me a lil sad. She didn't mean anything by it, but Im so sick of hearing about it. I shouldn't have said anything to anyone because Im constantly made fun of because of it. But anyway, I thought I would be all lonely and shit but it was kinda nice. I probably needed to be alone. Alone with my thoughts. The ride home was the best. I wouldn't give that moment up for anything. I feel so much closer to Amanda. We talked about everything. And I think that the both of us felt better in the end. I think we both walked away feeling just a lil bit better about ourselves. It was good times. Momo and Gary get home today which means that I will probably leaving tomorrow to go back to my home. Bleh. I just know that Im gonna go home and actually get my shit together. Get a job. Be responsible and what not because on the 10th my car insurance runs out and I kinda need my car. Bleh I think that Im gonna go back to bed I just have to be up in time to pick up Momo and Gary from the airport.