must think pleasant thoughts......
my grandma was babbling about how i shouldnt cut up my sisters hoody and then proceeded to say some other stuff. i was just like woman leave me alone. im not on your ass all the time. then she said something like ice cream is fattening and that i should know that i was like grrrr. she also asked me what do i hear when people talk to me, i almost said huh are you saying something. but i knew i would get slapped. i just put certain people on auto ignore.
i had a good day at work. making some new friends. i really like tabitha she is all sorts of cool. i learned how to actually put the burgers together and shit instead of being lobby bitch. i was kicking ass and taking names. i was dressing the burgers and the guy who was putting the meat on them was going really slow so he was backed up because i was dressing them so fast. so fatemah(another awesome chick) made me put them together. i was rocking it. so kristy asked me if i liked doing that and i said yeah i like it and she asked what my availability is and i said whenever. so it looks like im gonna be getting more hours. that makes me happy. less time at home the better. more money for alcohol, smokes, make-up and clothes. the better. i will be able to get caught up and everything. which is fahhhhbulous.
ran into my ex casey today. ive been meaning to call him to see if jenny had her baby. she did indeed. Kaylie Nicole Loudin, i don't know if that is the right way to spell it but who cares, born August 18th. it was great to see him and not feel hurt or want to make him feel like crap. it made me miss him even more. im happy that he is an uncle. so congratulations to Mom Jenny, Uncle Casey, Grandma Debbie and Grandpa Chet.
being alone is the most awful feeling in the world. why cant i find my boy of summer? hrmph! i hate not being able to be affectionate towards another person and not get anything back. it hurts. im not talking about anyone person specifically. i don't know. all i do know is i hate being alone. i hate not being happy. must start a band. must write. need to get rid of writer's block first. i need a muse. someone be my muse. come to me. inspire me. as always.
*kiss me hard cuz this will be the last time that i let you*
i had a good day at work. making some new friends. i really like tabitha she is all sorts of cool. i learned how to actually put the burgers together and shit instead of being lobby bitch. i was kicking ass and taking names. i was dressing the burgers and the guy who was putting the meat on them was going really slow so he was backed up because i was dressing them so fast. so fatemah(another awesome chick) made me put them together. i was rocking it. so kristy asked me if i liked doing that and i said yeah i like it and she asked what my availability is and i said whenever. so it looks like im gonna be getting more hours. that makes me happy. less time at home the better. more money for alcohol, smokes, make-up and clothes. the better. i will be able to get caught up and everything. which is fahhhhbulous.
ran into my ex casey today. ive been meaning to call him to see if jenny had her baby. she did indeed. Kaylie Nicole Loudin, i don't know if that is the right way to spell it but who cares, born August 18th. it was great to see him and not feel hurt or want to make him feel like crap. it made me miss him even more. im happy that he is an uncle. so congratulations to Mom Jenny, Uncle Casey, Grandma Debbie and Grandpa Chet.
being alone is the most awful feeling in the world. why cant i find my boy of summer? hrmph! i hate not being able to be affectionate towards another person and not get anything back. it hurts. im not talking about anyone person specifically. i don't know. all i do know is i hate being alone. i hate not being happy. must start a band. must write. need to get rid of writer's block first. i need a muse. someone be my muse. come to me. inspire me. as always.
*kiss me hard cuz this will be the last time that i let you*