voices.
Sometimes I crave something new. I crave the nights when you have nothing to do, yet you end up having the best night of your life. I miss the nights of random spots and random hang outs. Close friends talking and meeting new people. An exciting moment. Not always the same thing happening all the time. But then there is the part of me that is afraid to not be in a constant. I want to be excited. I want to do random shit without a care in the world. Sometimes I just want my fucking life back. Where me and my friends didnt'even have to ask each other to hang out. We weren't all preoccupied. I mean its wonderful to have love in our lives, i'm so happy for erin...but sometimes i wish some nights..we could hang out. Or erin and I could go to sonic and play lydia and have a great night. Or take pictures.
I'm sick of time restraints and worried about the people i'm hanging out with will hurt anothers feelings. I'm sick of two of my friends not talking to me..especially right before i might move.
What happens then?
All those times..will be lost and I can't experience them again. And the last few weeks of summer wasted.
I'm not saying I'm not having fun. I am. A different kind of fun.
This doesn't even make sense.
I just am ready for something new.
Or the old lifestyle that I took for granted.
I'm sick of time restraints and worried about the people i'm hanging out with will hurt anothers feelings. I'm sick of two of my friends not talking to me..especially right before i might move.
What happens then?
All those times..will be lost and I can't experience them again. And the last few weeks of summer wasted.
I'm not saying I'm not having fun. I am. A different kind of fun.
This doesn't even make sense.
I just am ready for something new.
Or the old lifestyle that I took for granted.