good news/ bad news
bad news ... boyfriend thinks im not eating enough and keeps buying me chocolate
good news ... wore a belt today that i havent worn for a few weeks and was able to do it up, not one but TwO holes tighter
bad news ... a ate beans on toast, bread has soooo many calories im sure i could have found something better to eat
good news ... its bank holiday weekend which means an extra lie in with my guy :)
i wish that i could just take a knife and cut off all of my extra fat ... boyf was trying to make me feel more confident today by saying 'i like a bit of meat on my girl' but that just made me feel like other people see me as fat as well as me :( not his fault though, he was trying i suppose...
i have had to give up smoking, as i have no money to buy any fags, i dont need one yet but i feel a lot more hungry as i used to have one to settle hunger :s
i have bad money problems at the moment, i need my student loan to come through but in the mean time i cant afford to pay any bills, you would have thought that would eb my main worry ... but as long as i get back to my old weight i will be ok, i only need to lose about 200000000000000000000000000000000 pounds ... im sure i can manage that :s
xxx
good news ... wore a belt today that i havent worn for a few weeks and was able to do it up, not one but TwO holes tighter
bad news ... a ate beans on toast, bread has soooo many calories im sure i could have found something better to eat
good news ... its bank holiday weekend which means an extra lie in with my guy :)
i wish that i could just take a knife and cut off all of my extra fat ... boyf was trying to make me feel more confident today by saying 'i like a bit of meat on my girl' but that just made me feel like other people see me as fat as well as me :( not his fault though, he was trying i suppose...
i have had to give up smoking, as i have no money to buy any fags, i dont need one yet but i feel a lot more hungry as i used to have one to settle hunger :s
i have bad money problems at the moment, i need my student loan to come through but in the mean time i cant afford to pay any bills, you would have thought that would eb my main worry ... but as long as i get back to my old weight i will be ok, i only need to lose about 200000000000000000000000000000000 pounds ... im sure i can manage that :s
xxx