Urgh!!
Just got back from a night out!! i am quite drunk! i wish i hadnt reseached how many calories are in alcoholic drinks! i am really going to regret this tomorrow!
i think i may have to get a bottle of vodka from the alcohol cupboard and drink so much so that i am sick! its the only way to get thinner!! my friends stopped at a chip shop and i ate 2 chips, normally wouldnt bother me but it really does!
i met a girl from school tonight that said some people think i am too skinny, i wish that was true but i dont see it in myself, a part of me wishes that i could be happy with who i am! but i have to accept that is never going to happen! i can see that she is bigger than me, but i am still so amazed by her confidence! i just want 2 b happy with myself! i know that it is never going to happen!!
hope everyone else has had a good day!!
lots of love xxx
i think i may have to get a bottle of vodka from the alcohol cupboard and drink so much so that i am sick! its the only way to get thinner!! my friends stopped at a chip shop and i ate 2 chips, normally wouldnt bother me but it really does!
i met a girl from school tonight that said some people think i am too skinny, i wish that was true but i dont see it in myself, a part of me wishes that i could be happy with who i am! but i have to accept that is never going to happen! i can see that she is bigger than me, but i am still so amazed by her confidence! i just want 2 b happy with myself! i know that it is never going to happen!!
hope everyone else has had a good day!!
lots of love xxx