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i can't even remember when the last time i blogged on here was. Definitely a long time ago.
+ oh my cats (:
+ in a short amount of time i've became incredibly influenced by Bob Dylan's music.
+ my outlook in life is changing.
i'm trying to become an independent person i've been playing my keyboard again, i've picked up lots of reading (3 books atm) making it a point to see at least one movie in the theater alone every two weeks cause that was fantastic, discovering new music, taking a dance class at towson in two weeks.
i guess i'm trying to see where i'm the most happy, and doing things for myself.
+ i'm done over judging people
+ i'm done over trying hard to impress everyone
+ and i'm definitely done thinking i'm above everyone else.
i was spending my life with my head up my ass thinking the world revolved on how much i 'didnt have' and putting people down for my own insecurities, trying so hard to impress people i don't want to live a life like that. I wish someone could of opened my eyes about this a long time ago, but i had to learn it on my own.
i'm pulling these new thoughts from my books, the studying of Buddhism, musical influences and just the people i've been meeting.
my life is kinda changing fast, right in front of me and for once I don't want it to slow down. i'm not scared to be alone anymore for once in my life, i'm enjoying just being around me.
+ oh my cats (:
+ in a short amount of time i've became incredibly influenced by Bob Dylan's music.
+ my outlook in life is changing.
i'm trying to become an independent person i've been playing my keyboard again, i've picked up lots of reading (3 books atm) making it a point to see at least one movie in the theater alone every two weeks cause that was fantastic, discovering new music, taking a dance class at towson in two weeks.
i guess i'm trying to see where i'm the most happy, and doing things for myself.
+ i'm done over judging people
+ i'm done over trying hard to impress everyone
+ and i'm definitely done thinking i'm above everyone else.
i was spending my life with my head up my ass thinking the world revolved on how much i 'didnt have' and putting people down for my own insecurities, trying so hard to impress people i don't want to live a life like that. I wish someone could of opened my eyes about this a long time ago, but i had to learn it on my own.
i'm pulling these new thoughts from my books, the studying of Buddhism, musical influences and just the people i've been meeting.
my life is kinda changing fast, right in front of me and for once I don't want it to slow down. i'm not scared to be alone anymore for once in my life, i'm enjoying just being around me.