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Apparently i'm a really really really bad friend.
It's not like I did it to make her angry, it's not that I didn't want to see her, and their are more reasons then she is giving it.
Yeah I know we had those plans for a while, and I'm sorry, I wanted to spend extra time with him, the weather was complete shit at the time and whether or not you want to believe it, my back was in a lot of pain, all we did was lay in bed, I wasn't even up for doing anything.
I wish you could understand, or maybe count the times you've put boys before me. I've never done this before, So I'm sorry. There's nothing else I can really say.
I'm just angry and upset because god forbid IM allowed to be happy for once in my life, and actually have one guy give me loads of attention, that I'm not sorry for, because it felt wonderful and I deserved it.
I deserve a lot of things, especially to be happy.
It's not like I did it to make her angry, it's not that I didn't want to see her, and their are more reasons then she is giving it.
Yeah I know we had those plans for a while, and I'm sorry, I wanted to spend extra time with him, the weather was complete shit at the time and whether or not you want to believe it, my back was in a lot of pain, all we did was lay in bed, I wasn't even up for doing anything.
I wish you could understand, or maybe count the times you've put boys before me. I've never done this before, So I'm sorry. There's nothing else I can really say.
I'm just angry and upset because god forbid IM allowed to be happy for once in my life, and actually have one guy give me loads of attention, that I'm not sorry for, because it felt wonderful and I deserved it.
I deserve a lot of things, especially to be happy.