how low can you go?
Yes, I'm having a low self esteem moment. Because dancing mkes me sweat and sweat makes skin break out which bothers me because i actually have very good skin and it was so awesome for a while and now its not. gah.
Also because I want to grow my hair so bad but its so thin and always staticky, and it just sucks.
And i weigh more than ive EVER weighed before. and no its not because ive grown or because im getting dance muscle back. At the peak of my fitness i was 5 pounds less than i am now, and i was no bigger or smaller in overall size. Right now, well lets just says i was a bit under weight at the end of the summer, but i overpassed where i wanted to be by about 11 pounds. Im starting to be able to tell a difference in some of my clothes. How does it make sense that i go a year being inactive and lazy and stay a normal and weight and as soon as i start dancing again i gain all this chub? and i know its not muscle, because theres not muscle there yet, it hasnt had time to develop yet, though its starting to. Sure as hell not 11 pounds of it though.
And the sad part is im not even eating excessivly or eating a lot of junk. Well, at least, i dont think i am. but its freaking me out cause i dont really know why its happening. Basically, im starting a health food kick. not a diet, a health food kick.
MOOOOOO
Also because I want to grow my hair so bad but its so thin and always staticky, and it just sucks.
And i weigh more than ive EVER weighed before. and no its not because ive grown or because im getting dance muscle back. At the peak of my fitness i was 5 pounds less than i am now, and i was no bigger or smaller in overall size. Right now, well lets just says i was a bit under weight at the end of the summer, but i overpassed where i wanted to be by about 11 pounds. Im starting to be able to tell a difference in some of my clothes. How does it make sense that i go a year being inactive and lazy and stay a normal and weight and as soon as i start dancing again i gain all this chub? and i know its not muscle, because theres not muscle there yet, it hasnt had time to develop yet, though its starting to. Sure as hell not 11 pounds of it though.
And the sad part is im not even eating excessivly or eating a lot of junk. Well, at least, i dont think i am. but its freaking me out cause i dont really know why its happening. Basically, im starting a health food kick. not a diet, a health food kick.
MOOOOOO