today stunk like yesterday's _______ (fill in blank with something really crappy)
ehh today was bad...went all the way to some weird place in new jersey to see my mom's fiance's family. then had to go all the way home, throw my crap together and run to my dad's house. and my bf hasn't called me back and it has put me in this sorta mood...right between being really pissed and sad and i don't really enjoy it. keri says to call him but why can't he call me? i mean, did he drop his phone and it broke and it deleted all the numbers in his phone book and since he doesn't know mine by heart he can't call? or maybe he went to the mall (again) and he got jumped and they took his phone and he doesn't know it so that's why he didn't call? maybe is he grounded and his parents took away his phone, and again he doesn't know my number by heart so he is crying, lying on his bed, wishing he could talk to his beloved gf? PFFT YEAH RIGHT...he is probably just working out or talking to his friends or watching tv and not thinking about me at all, even though i am thinking about is him, and his goofy smile, and his gigantic muscles, and just everything about him, and i am starting to get sad and. i am going to sit here and *sulk*...god even his freaking friends call me more than he does, and one of them is in freaking VIRGINIA FOR CHRIST'S SAKE and he still calls me more than my freaking bf does. that is not right. that is definetly not right. i mean, is that right? lol. sorry. i'll get over it sooner or later. xoxo