i know
i even said, don't live in your past (or something like that), and yet i keep going back to it! keep living it! i hold grudges for too long! will i ever change?...have i gotten worse?...sigh.
well the real reason i'm writing something in here is because i'm calling out to my anonymous poster, or posterS, not sure if there are one or many (there have been two anonymous comments).
if you really cared about me, you'd let me know who you are. seeing those messages bring back a lot of past, and if you were close enough to me to know just a bit of what i'm talking about, to have been a part of my past in some way, then you'd leave me a private message, or comment on this entry giving a few more details, or idk what else to let me know who you are.
you never know. maybe i miss you too. maybe i want to resolve whatever is still unresolved. perhaps that can get us to move on and feel free from whatever causes me to NEED to know who you are, and for you to keep checking my journal. unless you decided to stop doing that after your last comment, which is totally my luck haha.
but PLEASE. please tell me. if not, i'll keep wondering, painfully, anxiously. i mean, what a coincidence, that you'd comment now, almost 2 years later, and i come check this now, out of curiosity, two years later??
and seriously, not that many people know about this journal, so chances are i know you and think about you too.
satisfy your curiosity, satisfy mine. please.
well the real reason i'm writing something in here is because i'm calling out to my anonymous poster, or posterS, not sure if there are one or many (there have been two anonymous comments).
if you really cared about me, you'd let me know who you are. seeing those messages bring back a lot of past, and if you were close enough to me to know just a bit of what i'm talking about, to have been a part of my past in some way, then you'd leave me a private message, or comment on this entry giving a few more details, or idk what else to let me know who you are.
you never know. maybe i miss you too. maybe i want to resolve whatever is still unresolved. perhaps that can get us to move on and feel free from whatever causes me to NEED to know who you are, and for you to keep checking my journal. unless you decided to stop doing that after your last comment, which is totally my luck haha.
but PLEASE. please tell me. if not, i'll keep wondering, painfully, anxiously. i mean, what a coincidence, that you'd comment now, almost 2 years later, and i come check this now, out of curiosity, two years later??
and seriously, not that many people know about this journal, so chances are i know you and think about you too.
satisfy your curiosity, satisfy mine. please.