throwback entry
ghamas. yeah. i went to the orientation yesterday and the place i might be moving to is on the list of participating districts, but only for juniors and seniors. I don't know if I should apply or not, but I'm not going to waste my time on it if I know I wouldn't be able to go. It's not fair. I really think they would've accepted me if I turned it in. It's like getting rejected without even trying. *kicks them*
i guess that's life. it kicks ya in the ass and the only thing you could do is get up and try again. in my case, i'll have to "try" again in 3 years. i bet they'd be impressed by my academic achievements then! ha, i might not even want to go there anymore. maybe i'll find something better. i want it now though, lol. the full experience instead of the 2 year thing. maybe it'll be easier having two years of regular HS and when then adjust to that. maybe. i'm trying to look on the bright side! take that!
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"maybe i'll find something better."
if i hadn't gone to Hall, i would have never met russell (unless fate is real but we are assuming here that it isn't, although i think it is, so what a weird assumption). and i wouldn't have been as happy as i am now. i'm glad i didn't go.
mmmmmmm so close, summer is. well, spring. but yeah. two more exams to kill in 4 days (including this one). then i'm free!!! i can't wait. but monday afternoon just seems so far. ahh.
i guess that's life. it kicks ya in the ass and the only thing you could do is get up and try again. in my case, i'll have to "try" again in 3 years. i bet they'd be impressed by my academic achievements then! ha, i might not even want to go there anymore. maybe i'll find something better. i want it now though, lol. the full experience instead of the 2 year thing. maybe it'll be easier having two years of regular HS and when then adjust to that. maybe. i'm trying to look on the bright side! take that!
----- end old entry.
"maybe i'll find something better."
if i hadn't gone to Hall, i would have never met russell (unless fate is real but we are assuming here that it isn't, although i think it is, so what a weird assumption). and i wouldn't have been as happy as i am now. i'm glad i didn't go.
mmmmmmm so close, summer is. well, spring. but yeah. two more exams to kill in 4 days (including this one). then i'm free!!! i can't wait. but monday afternoon just seems so far. ahh.