Oct 10, 2005 19:06
So it's less than 2 hours to my birthday. I'm pretty pumped about that. This means enjoying my first legal drink at Zerofest this weekend. Props to me for finally becoming 21.
I got my Halloween costume today. I've decided to go as an aviator. I just hope people don't keep asking me what I am. I hate that.
By the way, this situation totally sucks. 1-No, I'm not doing better. 2-No, I'm not going to be better any time soon. 3-What the fuck is this...seriously? Whatever.
I find myself hanging out a lot more now that I'm broken. It's either that or sit at home and be depressed some more, which I am tired of doing. Whatever though. I have the most fantastic friends so it's all good. I love seeing them more often.
Pain is so weird. It makes me feel so much more alive. It just sucks so bad.
Negative emotion leads to negative emotion. Where is this one taking me?
You happy yet?
Happy Birthday to me.