chapter 3
haven't written here in months...if not maybe a year.
things are hard. real hard.
it leaves me speechless thinking about what just happened and what is happening.
the words, the smells, the pictures, the sights...oh what a life.
i hope this is temporary.
keeping my mind off things isn't easy.
i'll wait. for a bit. i can't do anything else. i can't.
i'm hoping this a bad dream. a nightmare. that will end soon.
i'm hoping this will turn out to be some sort of mistake.
i hope this is temporary.
maybe this is just a test. a test to see what we can take.
maybe in finding yourself you'll find "us", again.
maybe not...
all is forgiven.
i guess i'll take it one day at a time.
maybe tomorrow will be the day we wake up.
ily
things are hard. real hard.
it leaves me speechless thinking about what just happened and what is happening.
the words, the smells, the pictures, the sights...oh what a life.
i hope this is temporary.
keeping my mind off things isn't easy.
i'll wait. for a bit. i can't do anything else. i can't.
i'm hoping this a bad dream. a nightmare. that will end soon.
i'm hoping this will turn out to be some sort of mistake.
i hope this is temporary.
maybe this is just a test. a test to see what we can take.
maybe in finding yourself you'll find "us", again.
maybe not...
all is forgiven.
i guess i'll take it one day at a time.
maybe tomorrow will be the day we wake up.
ily