i dont even know.

[stars_arefading]

that's my thought on everything right now.
i don't even fucking know.
i'm so confused.
i wish that you could just know what everyone wanted from you.
no mixed signals.
no changing minds.
no dancing around certain subjects that need to be brought up.
jordan said what we've both been thinking today.
sharing a room isn't a good idea.
i'm happy someone finally said it.
but i'm pissed i'm stuck with the fucking basement.
whateverrrrrrrr.

but what am i supposed to think?
what am i supposed to think about texts from an ex's best friend?
what am i supposed to think about that ex and the certain "good tension" between each other?
what am i supposed to think about my best friends/roommates obviously "wanting some"?
i dont even know.
i don't even know what bed i'm sleeping in tonight.
fuck this shit.