how i feel
The numbness is slowly devouring my body. Everyday i wish it would get better but in reality its just getting worse. whats wrong with me? I long for something more, yet i dont know what it is. so much anxiety and fear. im restless. i got two hours of sleep and still had tons of energy. oh well maybe things will get better. i truely think im going crazy. Im relapsing into the horrors of my past, but when it comes down to it, thats what makes me happy inside. So many plans and goals, gone down the drain.
when i think things are getting better im told that there worse. The voices slowly rebirth after a long hibernation. blood dripping.
sorry if this is confusing and doesnt make sense, im just rambling on about how i feel.
when i think things are getting better im told that there worse. The voices slowly rebirth after a long hibernation. blood dripping.
sorry if this is confusing and doesnt make sense, im just rambling on about how i feel.