I feel like crap.
So congested. So freaking congested!
All day I couldn't breathe out of my nose and I kept sniffling and I sounded so nasily. It was kinda bad actully. My throat doesn't hurt anymore like it did yesterday, I'm just totally congested. My head hurt this morning, but I took an asprin or 5 and I feel better (not 5 at the same time, weirdos, so stop freaking out!). I hope this is just a little cold that will go away. Soon. I hate feeling like crap. I think its the weather. Its been really rainy and cold and just so crappy outside, I guess my body is responding to this as "well we have to match the crappyness outside with the way you feel." Agh.
15 people. I'm only 15.
I hate being so young, this is crap. I know if I were older, I would wish for all these days back, but as of right now, I don't like being 15. I tried to get applications for places to work today, and all of the places I went into, I had to be 16 or older. Okay, so if I can't get a job when I'm 15, why bother giving us working permits now? What am I supposed to do, deliver the fucking paper? Farm labor? No. I leave that to the mexicans, thank you very much. So I guess I'm going to have to stick to volunteer work this summer if I want to go to Ashley's sweet 16. I made a deal with my parents that if I got applications for places, or if I volunteered for places, I could go to Ashley's sweet 16. So I'm trying to get applications, and thats not working, so I guess I have to turn to volunteer work at the library or something. Some guy came up to me and Loralee today and he's like do you have a cigarette? I was like, no I don't have connections. Then he goes, wait how old are you? (Meaning, he thought I was maybe 17 or 18 considering he asked how old I was after I said I don't have connections. ) So I said 15. After that he went away. Meh. Whatever.
The mall is fun with Loralee!
So I wasn't going to go to the mall today because I felt like shit. Then I decided I did want to go and so I dragged Loralee along with me and we chilled at the mall. I felt okay until we had to leave, I was so so tired. We ran into Tessa twice, and we talked to her for a while. I realized today that I have such a problem with checking out guys. Every living emo boy that we passed I'd look him up and down... several times in 10 seconds. I'm so bad!! Oh well, they were all really cute. I freaked out when I saw those dogs, that was crazy! There were these dogs that walked by, and I was getting something out of my purse, and I just stopped what I was doing, my jaw dropped and I did a double take and went "what the fuck?" Of course there were a bunch of really hot boys standing near by and were watching me. ::blushes:: Okay... NO MORE BOY TALK. Jim you were missed today, believe me!!! I was like "Aw. I miss the ice cream man!" Hehe.
I hate when my mom drags me places when she knows I feel like crap.
After we dropped Loralee off at her house, we had to go to the grocery store. I didn't want to go in but she made me go in even though I was really really tired and was about to fall over dead. I couldn't walk straight in the store. I saw Josh there. I tried to trip him when he was walking out of the store to get a ride home. Haha, loser. Then in the car ride home my mom is like "so your going to make dinner right?" and I was like "Mom, no. I'm tired and I'm sick." She doesn't care, whatever. My dad made them instead because he knows how tired I am. ^.^
Thats about it. I'm falling asleep just writing this.
*Neesie