New Life
I have neglected to update this thing for some time. It's just been a little hard to face a bunch of entries talking about how in love I was and how happy we were and blah blah blah.
Screw that.
I am alone now. There is no Mick. There is no one.
This semester has been the hardest part of my life thus far, and I'm just ready to have it over with. I'm so tired of it all...
I have to do this ALONE. I just have to. I am DETERMINED not to let myself down. There is just too much at stake here.
I am doing my best to form friendships with people here in Blacksburg. It's been hard to do so in the past, because I've never really spent time here on the weekends and I always felt guilty doing anything other than studying. Now I realize that if I don't go out and try to at least find some sort of distraction, that I'm going to go absolutely CRAZY. So I'm making friends... good ones... ones that won't let me down or hold me back.
I can't believe that my life has changed so drastically in the span of a couple of months. I'm single. I'm heartbroken. I've been easily replaced. Just seems a little unreal... but hey, life is like that sometimes I guess.
Screw that.
I am alone now. There is no Mick. There is no one.
This semester has been the hardest part of my life thus far, and I'm just ready to have it over with. I'm so tired of it all...
I have to do this ALONE. I just have to. I am DETERMINED not to let myself down. There is just too much at stake here.
I am doing my best to form friendships with people here in Blacksburg. It's been hard to do so in the past, because I've never really spent time here on the weekends and I always felt guilty doing anything other than studying. Now I realize that if I don't go out and try to at least find some sort of distraction, that I'm going to go absolutely CRAZY. So I'm making friends... good ones... ones that won't let me down or hold me back.
I can't believe that my life has changed so drastically in the span of a couple of months. I'm single. I'm heartbroken. I've been easily replaced. Just seems a little unreal... but hey, life is like that sometimes I guess.