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I'm saying goodbye to St. Petersburg on November 30th, motherfuckers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When I came home last night, I realized that I really don't have anything here. I love my friends, I love my mother, I love my other family members that I never ever fucking see, I love someone in particular, and I love my DJ gig......................... but that's not enough.
I'm young, I have a cheap place to live out there, I've been trying to get out of St. Pete for a long time...... and I'm just tired of it. This town breeds alcoholism and apathy, and I'm tired of being both. I'm moving to a more community-oriented area, going to go organic, have a cheap place to live, and I'm going to work my ass off until I can afford to leave Corvallis and move to Portland. Ashley and her honey are moving to Portland in July, so that gives me plenty of time.
We're going to spend Xmas together since they can't afford to fly down to visit her family and she and I will both be experiencing our first holiday season without our blood family. We've known each other since we were fifteen, so we may as well be blood.
I'd rather work at a McDonald's out there and be working towards my ultimate goal than work at a place like Bern's here. This place is my home and it's going to always be here...... and most of the faces that I'm familiar with will always be here, too...
I don't want to be one of those faces, not matter how much I love all of them.
When I came home last night, I realized that I really don't have anything here. I love my friends, I love my mother, I love my other family members that I never ever fucking see, I love someone in particular, and I love my DJ gig......................... but that's not enough.
I'm young, I have a cheap place to live out there, I've been trying to get out of St. Pete for a long time...... and I'm just tired of it. This town breeds alcoholism and apathy, and I'm tired of being both. I'm moving to a more community-oriented area, going to go organic, have a cheap place to live, and I'm going to work my ass off until I can afford to leave Corvallis and move to Portland. Ashley and her honey are moving to Portland in July, so that gives me plenty of time.
We're going to spend Xmas together since they can't afford to fly down to visit her family and she and I will both be experiencing our first holiday season without our blood family. We've known each other since we were fifteen, so we may as well be blood.
I'd rather work at a McDonald's out there and be working towards my ultimate goal than work at a place like Bern's here. This place is my home and it's going to always be here...... and most of the faces that I'm familiar with will always be here, too...
I don't want to be one of those faces, not matter how much I love all of them.