willie wonka, willie wonka (ahhhh it burns)
So I guess I should make an entry…it makes some happy when I write. I was told last night I complain…a lot so I am going to try and watch that and try not to complain too much…in person that is. This is a journal, a place to complain and talk. That way if you don’t want to hear about stop reading.
Matthew came home last night, I was happy to see him and with him sleeping next to me I had no trouble falling asleep. It feels weird to have him home and I kind of miss having the house t myself. That’s sounds selfish and probably rude but I moved out of my mom’s house right in with Matthew. I have never been on my own and with him being gone a week I realized I could handle it and be okay. I was afraid of the dark more than usual but I knew that was going to happen. I find it funny that I love horror movies but I am scared of the dark. I had to sleep with a light on in the house to be able to go to sleep.
My friend Nikki has been staying with me since Sunday night. She is trying to find a rental house for her and her mom and her 4 half bro/sis. Her step dad is an abusive asshole and she wants to get her mom out of the house. She moved out now b/c he threatened to hurt her and she knows that if she says they will get into a fight. She is not so much afraid of him as she is of getting in trouble for fighting. She is already on probation for fighting.
Last night I went and saw Charlie and the chocolate factory with Casey and Daniel and Matthew. That movie was freaking awesome and hilarious. Casey was stoked when I told her I found a midnight showing of. It. I am going to see it again with Tara when she gets a night off from work.
Speaking of Tara, she and I broke up b/c she might be in love with her ex bf and I wasn’t happy being so committed. I think we are going to try just dating again. I will be fine with that b/c I can still do whatever I want and go out on other dates…anyone up for a date? I get really flirty with my friends, we are all really close and the more we drink the closer we get. I don’t really want to stop that just b/c I have gf and now I won’t.
Shout out to Erin for celebrating her 22 birthdays and to Sarah for her upcoming 20th birthday this Saturday. We went to the rainbow room for reins birthday and I drank two fish bowls which made me happy. There was some drama there but I tried not o let it effect me. Is there a night that we can go out and there not be drama…probably not we are all gay of some kind…lol. Sarah is still trying to figure out what she will do for her birthday. It is a toss between stilettos and inuendos. She can drink at inuendos easier than stilettos and inuendos is open later. I am also going to throw I Canada since she is legal there. What ever happened to the Jell-O wrestling party?
Speaking of birthdays mine is also coming up on the 7th. I am going to Chicago for 3 days after my b-day to go to all the museums and do everything I couldn’t when I was there. That is part one of my b-day trips the second part will come at the end of the month when I go to Toronto the last weekend of the august for the horror convention. Tix are $30 us and that includes autographs, meet and greets, Q&A’s the big masquerade party Saturday night and a bunch of other cool shit. Plus there are some really awesome people that are going to be at the conventions. Now anyone is more than welcome to come on either of the two trips, I would be happy. But I also understand b/c of money and time of work if you don’t go. Money will be greatly accepted as a good b-day present so I can use it for my trips...lol.
Tonight we are going over to Casey’s house to watch moves and have dinner. Her car died so I figured it would be easier to driver over there instead of driving back and forth. I am not sure what we are watching, but it is Friday night so moves is what we do. Unless we drive around like last Friday and get pulled over…lol. “Have you been drinking”?
Work is boring right now, nothing to do that’s why I am writing. There are some guys coming to clean the floors and I have to stay late to lock up…that sucks! At least I have the whole weekend off and don’t have to show my face at work until Monday afternoon. I hate, Hate, HAte, HATe, HATE my morning/part time job!! I wish it would burn to the ground! I have been so happy not having to go in there almost everyday. Lets see, babble babble babble. I have nothing else to really say. Until next time
Quote of the day “No brains until Monday night” -girl at work (it was just funny sounding)
Matthew came home last night, I was happy to see him and with him sleeping next to me I had no trouble falling asleep. It feels weird to have him home and I kind of miss having the house t myself. That’s sounds selfish and probably rude but I moved out of my mom’s house right in with Matthew. I have never been on my own and with him being gone a week I realized I could handle it and be okay. I was afraid of the dark more than usual but I knew that was going to happen. I find it funny that I love horror movies but I am scared of the dark. I had to sleep with a light on in the house to be able to go to sleep.
My friend Nikki has been staying with me since Sunday night. She is trying to find a rental house for her and her mom and her 4 half bro/sis. Her step dad is an abusive asshole and she wants to get her mom out of the house. She moved out now b/c he threatened to hurt her and she knows that if she says they will get into a fight. She is not so much afraid of him as she is of getting in trouble for fighting. She is already on probation for fighting.
Last night I went and saw Charlie and the chocolate factory with Casey and Daniel and Matthew. That movie was freaking awesome and hilarious. Casey was stoked when I told her I found a midnight showing of. It. I am going to see it again with Tara when she gets a night off from work.
Speaking of Tara, she and I broke up b/c she might be in love with her ex bf and I wasn’t happy being so committed. I think we are going to try just dating again. I will be fine with that b/c I can still do whatever I want and go out on other dates…anyone up for a date? I get really flirty with my friends, we are all really close and the more we drink the closer we get. I don’t really want to stop that just b/c I have gf and now I won’t.
Shout out to Erin for celebrating her 22 birthdays and to Sarah for her upcoming 20th birthday this Saturday. We went to the rainbow room for reins birthday and I drank two fish bowls which made me happy. There was some drama there but I tried not o let it effect me. Is there a night that we can go out and there not be drama…probably not we are all gay of some kind…lol. Sarah is still trying to figure out what she will do for her birthday. It is a toss between stilettos and inuendos. She can drink at inuendos easier than stilettos and inuendos is open later. I am also going to throw I Canada since she is legal there. What ever happened to the Jell-O wrestling party?
Speaking of birthdays mine is also coming up on the 7th. I am going to Chicago for 3 days after my b-day to go to all the museums and do everything I couldn’t when I was there. That is part one of my b-day trips the second part will come at the end of the month when I go to Toronto the last weekend of the august for the horror convention. Tix are $30 us and that includes autographs, meet and greets, Q&A’s the big masquerade party Saturday night and a bunch of other cool shit. Plus there are some really awesome people that are going to be at the conventions. Now anyone is more than welcome to come on either of the two trips, I would be happy. But I also understand b/c of money and time of work if you don’t go. Money will be greatly accepted as a good b-day present so I can use it for my trips...lol.
Tonight we are going over to Casey’s house to watch moves and have dinner. Her car died so I figured it would be easier to driver over there instead of driving back and forth. I am not sure what we are watching, but it is Friday night so moves is what we do. Unless we drive around like last Friday and get pulled over…lol. “Have you been drinking”?
Work is boring right now, nothing to do that’s why I am writing. There are some guys coming to clean the floors and I have to stay late to lock up…that sucks! At least I have the whole weekend off and don’t have to show my face at work until Monday afternoon. I hate, Hate, HAte, HATe, HATE my morning/part time job!! I wish it would burn to the ground! I have been so happy not having to go in there almost everyday. Lets see, babble babble babble. I have nothing else to really say. Until next time
Quote of the day “No brains until Monday night” -girl at work (it was just funny sounding)