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Work is slow and boring. I just took a 15 min nap for my break. So get this Matthew parents are leaving tomorrow and asked him to go with them up north to a little cabin until next Saturday. I told him that he should go. He feels bad b/c he is still not working but I told him that it didn’t matter. The trip is free to him plus once he gets a job he won’t be able to take like any time off for a while. And everybody needs to get away every now and then. I think a week in the woods would be good for him and very relaxing, he can clear his head. My family is also leaving this weekend for up north to go camping for the week. And to top it off Casey’s parents are leaving Saturday for T.C. for a week. I think I am staying with a Casey for a night or two. It will be kind of nice have the house to myself for a week. So people call me and make plans…I am totally free this whole week!
Como’s was packed last night. I was ready to go after like 15 minutes. It took us about that long to walk through half the bar. People were bumping you everywhere. If I ever go again I am gonna get there early. Cort, Michelle, Sarah, Chelsea and Erin all left right after we got there and went to the rainbow room…me being broke stayed at Comos. Casey and I just stood there and I started to say “sup” to all the girls walking by. I was just being stupid. And if you read her entry she explains about some other things that happened. I just couldn’t believe all the people there…and all the hot girls there. Why is it that the girls you like don’t like you or even look at you? That seems to be my problem. The girls I am uber attracted to don’t give me the time of day. Don’t get me wrong, the girls that come after me are nice but I am not totally infatuated with any of them. I want a girl that I can’t keep my hands off, that makes me want to take her into the bathroom and…well you get the picture. I guess it also has a lot to do with my self-esteem. . I try to walk into a bar with self confidence and pride but yeah it doesn’t work. The only time I am not nervous is when I have been drinking and I don’t only want to meet people when I am drunk Maybe the reason I can’t be with a girl that hot in my eyes is b/c I couldn’t handle feeling less of a person around her. I mean what would an uber hot chick want to do with me? That’s all I would be worried about. Maybe these girls see that somehow and don’t want anything to do with me. Or they just think I am ugly.
Quote of the day:
"If God had wanted people to give blow jobs, he wouldn't have given them teeth." unknown
You are sad because of your grief
Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)
What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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Como’s was packed last night. I was ready to go after like 15 minutes. It took us about that long to walk through half the bar. People were bumping you everywhere. If I ever go again I am gonna get there early. Cort, Michelle, Sarah, Chelsea and Erin all left right after we got there and went to the rainbow room…me being broke stayed at Comos. Casey and I just stood there and I started to say “sup” to all the girls walking by. I was just being stupid. And if you read her entry she explains about some other things that happened. I just couldn’t believe all the people there…and all the hot girls there. Why is it that the girls you like don’t like you or even look at you? That seems to be my problem. The girls I am uber attracted to don’t give me the time of day. Don’t get me wrong, the girls that come after me are nice but I am not totally infatuated with any of them. I want a girl that I can’t keep my hands off, that makes me want to take her into the bathroom and…well you get the picture. I guess it also has a lot to do with my self-esteem. . I try to walk into a bar with self confidence and pride but yeah it doesn’t work. The only time I am not nervous is when I have been drinking and I don’t only want to meet people when I am drunk Maybe the reason I can’t be with a girl that hot in my eyes is b/c I couldn’t handle feeling less of a person around her. I mean what would an uber hot chick want to do with me? That’s all I would be worried about. Maybe these girls see that somehow and don’t want anything to do with me. Or they just think I am ugly.
Quote of the day:
"If God had wanted people to give blow jobs, he wouldn't have given them teeth." unknown
You are sad because of your grief
Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
brought to you by Quizilla
In your eyes, people can't seem to see anything
because your eyes are covered up by tears! You
are constantly hurt and depressed... No one
seems to understand how you feel because
everyone is scared to get close to you... You
long to be able to reach out and tell someone
everything, and all of your problems... But you
have no one to tell, or they just don't seem to
want to hear what you have to say. You've been
hurt many times that you don't seem to have any
tears left to shed, or if you do, they're an
endless river flowing... You've started to hide
and bottle up all or your problems and
feelings, hoping that maybe they just will go
away... You want company, but at the same time,
you're scared of it. Your sanctuary is your
room where you can just be alone and try to
throw away all of your aching pains. You're
dark and mysterious and people like you for
that reason. Even if you think you're all by
yourself in the dark, someone is always there
with you. Your special someone wants to admit
and show their feelings towards you, but
they're afraid of how you'll take it. Get out
more and enjoy life because, it is far too long
to frown your way through :)
What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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