"i'm banging my head against the wall..."
ugh. home from school today. i feel like i've been run over by a truck. my throat is still sore & i keep having headaches and stupid drugs are only semi-working. ibuprofin, that is.
i was supposed to give my speech today in english, and it's the first class i've missed all year. so she's probably going to think i wimped out or something. oh well. i'll probably go on wednesday now. the funny thing is, when i start feeling sick, i usually start planning which day i can miss school. like friday i went because of calc. but sometimes i really can't plan when to miss school because i'm really sick.
i almost wonder if i'm sick right now because there's too much going on & sometimes i don't know how to stop. like i keep playing the "i'll catch up on sleep later" game, and the catching-up never happens. scholarship stuff is really driving me up the wall right now. and i'm slightly paranoid because i have a pretty big bruise on my hand again and i don't know how it got there and most people don't bruise their hands. and i have a bruise on my calf- don't know how that got there either.
yeah, so it was good yesterday that jose mentioned that i was doing the lenten reading, because i definitely had no idea. lisa said i signed up for that day, but i don't remember signing up for a specific day, i just said to put me where she needed me. and since she was gone earlier this week she didn't get a chance to call to remind me, but she told my dad to. except my dad never remembers anybody's schedule but his own, and he never told me. so i found out yesterday morning, and was feeling kind of sick, and i noticed that i was shaking. thankfully, i managed to do the reading without passing out.
mmmkay, my head is really hurting so i'm off to watch the end of the price is right.
i was supposed to give my speech today in english, and it's the first class i've missed all year. so she's probably going to think i wimped out or something. oh well. i'll probably go on wednesday now. the funny thing is, when i start feeling sick, i usually start planning which day i can miss school. like friday i went because of calc. but sometimes i really can't plan when to miss school because i'm really sick.
i almost wonder if i'm sick right now because there's too much going on & sometimes i don't know how to stop. like i keep playing the "i'll catch up on sleep later" game, and the catching-up never happens. scholarship stuff is really driving me up the wall right now. and i'm slightly paranoid because i have a pretty big bruise on my hand again and i don't know how it got there and most people don't bruise their hands. and i have a bruise on my calf- don't know how that got there either.
yeah, so it was good yesterday that jose mentioned that i was doing the lenten reading, because i definitely had no idea. lisa said i signed up for that day, but i don't remember signing up for a specific day, i just said to put me where she needed me. and since she was gone earlier this week she didn't get a chance to call to remind me, but she told my dad to. except my dad never remembers anybody's schedule but his own, and he never told me. so i found out yesterday morning, and was feeling kind of sick, and i noticed that i was shaking. thankfully, i managed to do the reading without passing out.
mmmkay, my head is really hurting so i'm off to watch the end of the price is right.