Warning: Emotastic
So, I've decided that I absolutely loath life. I hate everything about it right now. I hate the fact Grandpa's dead. I hate that I have to write this letter to him (well, a combined letter from all 4 grandkids). I hate that at least Jon has to read it (which means I will bc I'll be DAMNED if I let Jon do something just because he's a stupid boy and they think girls can't be composed during a funeral). You know what, I hate Steve's sister for being a bitch constantly. I hate friends that aren't really friends. How many people have actually been here for me? Oh, yeah, practically NO ONE. I'm upset because Steve can't be here to help me - I'm not mad at him, but at the circumstances. I COULD REALLY JUST USE A GOOD FRIEND... or Steve. I feel more alone then I ever have.
Heck, I feel more alone than I did by myself in a foreign country. That should tell you something.
In essence I hate life right now.
Heck, I feel more alone than I did by myself in a foreign country. That should tell you something.
In essence I hate life right now.