A Day of Depression
I just wish for ONCE that things would be easy for me. I wish that things wouldn't be such a struggle and a constant cause of depression. I love him more than anything in the whole world and all I want is to see him, to be with him, to feel him, to kiss him, to hold him, to have him hold me, to have him look into my eyes and tell me how much he loves me and how special I am to him... I feel like the whole world is crashing and I can't seem to slow it down. It makes me really sad. Plus, the writing stuff is spinning out of control. I just want to RP and not keep having things switch every 2 posts...glah. I sound like an obsessed person... Maybe I am. My OCD is getting the best of me.
I guess none of this really matters tho bc no one ever reads this thing. I think I was better off before when I was nearly suicidal.
On a not so depressed note, Down and Above is one of my new favorite bands. Go listen to some of their music. They are amazing
I guess none of this really matters tho bc no one ever reads this thing. I think I was better off before when I was nearly suicidal.
On a not so depressed note, Down and Above is one of my new favorite bands. Go listen to some of their music. They are amazing