Jul 10, 2009 03:44
I have been going through a lot of the past lately bc I am moving and finding old notebooks and what not and tonight i decide to look back 6 years in my lj and read things, and the more I read I was so thankful to have this thing, and then the further I got the more I realized how sad it is to read how happy people made your life that can no longer be a part of it, it is simply heartbreaking. I hate that I even care. But EG was a big part of my life and despite the bad that happened she will always hold a spot near n dear to my heart. A heart that belongs to a whole nother life.
Lindsey I love you, I know you dont look at lj but I am sure after being on the phone tonight forever going over ur lj and you getting the internet in the next couple days you will....the post about me being your joy simply meant the world to me, its amazing out of all the people that were near to my heart, that you and I are still and always will be friends.
I love you