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i'm tired..and thinking about the things waiting to be done, i feel even more so.
even friends make me tired. i've always believed that i'm not the kind who will be taken advantaged of. or that i dont mind going that extra mile if it's for a really good friend.maybe he doesnt fall under that category after all.
it's so off man.maybe there were wrong signals sent. perhaps he chose to read them wrongly.it's ALWAYS like that. does he do the same things to others as well? it's amazing man.it's mostly about him. eileen said she doesn't understand why i still have a soft spot for him. neither do i.
im really tired. i should back off for a while man.
on a lighter note, it was a great dinner at eileen's place. really wonderful. but i couldnt seem to be able to enjoy totally. i was listening to everyone talking, and i felt happy, really. there was just something lacking. i couldnt tell what. it gotta be me. everyone looked totally stunning, and im so happy to see them again.
all i want for my birthday is to have a nice time with my friends. please be there..
even friends make me tired. i've always believed that i'm not the kind who will be taken advantaged of. or that i dont mind going that extra mile if it's for a really good friend.maybe he doesnt fall under that category after all.
it's so off man.maybe there were wrong signals sent. perhaps he chose to read them wrongly.it's ALWAYS like that. does he do the same things to others as well? it's amazing man.it's mostly about him. eileen said she doesn't understand why i still have a soft spot for him. neither do i.
im really tired. i should back off for a while man.
on a lighter note, it was a great dinner at eileen's place. really wonderful. but i couldnt seem to be able to enjoy totally. i was listening to everyone talking, and i felt happy, really. there was just something lacking. i couldnt tell what. it gotta be me. everyone looked totally stunning, and im so happy to see them again.
all i want for my birthday is to have a nice time with my friends. please be there..