i shunned 6 phone calls today
slept like i've never done before.
realized i need lotsa personal space. im very selfish and particular abt it, i dun let anyone in. i dun pick up when the house phone rings, thinking if it's really for me, they'll call my cellphone. And yet, i dont pick up my cell phone as well. maybe with the exception of my family, things have changed pretty much since my mom fell ill. i'm closer to my family than before. i wake up wanting to talk to my mom, wanting to see my dad ard, and waiting for my brother to come home so i can talk to him. he cracks me up tremendously, with trash talks abt his frens and his gf. i dun remember i was like that back when i was 17.. *snorts* seems like other than my family and "ASH", i pretty much dun feel like talking to anyone else.
his gf bought a box of egg tarts and bor-lor baos for us, he didnt offer to pay, not even pretended to want to pay. i almost stranggled him to death. but he pays for her other stuff. so like.. urm i still think he oughta at least pretended he wanted to pay. shrugs.
joyce:a newly found "go-home-buddy". she amuses me to the max..
there are so many little little things to be done, seemingly trivial and unimportant, but if i dont settle them, i cant do anything else. i even have to carry a list of "things to do" everywhere i go.
my tuition kid is so cute. she's the highlight of my boring day (didnt have to go to sch today).
talked to my mom abt aycc. tried to sound nonchalant abt it.
oh yeah i heard budak pantai's tribute to titanic again.
all in all, i had a very good day spending time by myself today.
realized i need lotsa personal space. im very selfish and particular abt it, i dun let anyone in. i dun pick up when the house phone rings, thinking if it's really for me, they'll call my cellphone. And yet, i dont pick up my cell phone as well. maybe with the exception of my family, things have changed pretty much since my mom fell ill. i'm closer to my family than before. i wake up wanting to talk to my mom, wanting to see my dad ard, and waiting for my brother to come home so i can talk to him. he cracks me up tremendously, with trash talks abt his frens and his gf. i dun remember i was like that back when i was 17.. *snorts* seems like other than my family and "ASH", i pretty much dun feel like talking to anyone else.
his gf bought a box of egg tarts and bor-lor baos for us, he didnt offer to pay, not even pretended to want to pay. i almost stranggled him to death. but he pays for her other stuff. so like.. urm i still think he oughta at least pretended he wanted to pay. shrugs.
joyce:a newly found "go-home-buddy". she amuses me to the max..
there are so many little little things to be done, seemingly trivial and unimportant, but if i dont settle them, i cant do anything else. i even have to carry a list of "things to do" everywhere i go.
my tuition kid is so cute. she's the highlight of my boring day (didnt have to go to sch today).
talked to my mom abt aycc. tried to sound nonchalant abt it.
oh yeah i heard budak pantai's tribute to titanic again.
all in all, i had a very good day spending time by myself today.