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Today was *not* a good day.
I just really really want to cry, actually, I've been wanting to cry for quite a while and quite seem to grasp it. Quite a different aspect than my normal behavior, lol. All the other stuff I can deal with, but, why..why must you make me feel bad about myself? It's not like I can change it, just be happy with the way I am, besides, it took my a quite a long while to be ok with the way I am, so fucking deal with it!!! ...I don't know how to approach the subject either, I don't think your doing this on purpose, but, who knows..you may well be. Maybe it's the lack of food that is contributing to all of my elevated anger at you.
---Amally
I just really really want to cry, actually, I've been wanting to cry for quite a while and quite seem to grasp it. Quite a different aspect than my normal behavior, lol. All the other stuff I can deal with, but, why..why must you make me feel bad about myself? It's not like I can change it, just be happy with the way I am, besides, it took my a quite a long while to be ok with the way I am, so fucking deal with it!!! ...I don't know how to approach the subject either, I don't think your doing this on purpose, but, who knows..you may well be. Maybe it's the lack of food that is contributing to all of my elevated anger at you.
---Amally