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I officially have a BA in Philosophy.
Chicago: The Musical is over.
Now, I'm concentrating on myself, and to be honest, I have a lot of changes that I would like to make.
1.) I want to lose at least 50 pounds. This is not just because I want to look better, I want to FEEL better. I want to feel healthier.
2.) I want to make my voice lesson-giving into an actual business.
3.) I want to read more books.
4.) I want to stop criticizing myself so much. I've been doing that A LOT recently.
5.) I want to take a dance class or two. I REALLY want to perfect my craft. I also want to work on my acting and singing, too.
6.) I want to find a job that gives me freedom--see #2
7.) I want to do more yoga again. I want to be more spiritual.
8.) I want to throw positivity into the universe.
9.) I want to have a more positive outlook. I always feel like I'm annoying to people, so I need to just trust the fact that I am, in fact, NOT annoying. I just need to stop thinking negatively.
10.) I want adventure.
11.) I want to live in an artists community, and I want to constantly be surrounded but people who are positive and loving.
I realized something: It is very hard for me to be satisfied. I am always striving for great things, which can be good, but, I always need to be worrying about something because I always think that I can be better or do better. I need to start trusting myself. I need to stop looking for things wrong.
Now, I have so much freedom to deal with all these things. This is both good and bad. I'm dealing with a lot of thinks at once, but I am FINALLY dealing with them. I feel like I'm the brink of finding out who I truly am.
"I stand on a precipice, I struggle to keep my balance. I open myself, I open myself. One stitch at a time."
Chicago: The Musical is over.
Now, I'm concentrating on myself, and to be honest, I have a lot of changes that I would like to make.
1.) I want to lose at least 50 pounds. This is not just because I want to look better, I want to FEEL better. I want to feel healthier.
2.) I want to make my voice lesson-giving into an actual business.
3.) I want to read more books.
4.) I want to stop criticizing myself so much. I've been doing that A LOT recently.
5.) I want to take a dance class or two. I REALLY want to perfect my craft. I also want to work on my acting and singing, too.
6.) I want to find a job that gives me freedom--see #2
7.) I want to do more yoga again. I want to be more spiritual.
8.) I want to throw positivity into the universe.
9.) I want to have a more positive outlook. I always feel like I'm annoying to people, so I need to just trust the fact that I am, in fact, NOT annoying. I just need to stop thinking negatively.
10.) I want adventure.
11.) I want to live in an artists community, and I want to constantly be surrounded but people who are positive and loving.
I realized something: It is very hard for me to be satisfied. I am always striving for great things, which can be good, but, I always need to be worrying about something because I always think that I can be better or do better. I need to start trusting myself. I need to stop looking for things wrong.
Now, I have so much freedom to deal with all these things. This is both good and bad. I'm dealing with a lot of thinks at once, but I am FINALLY dealing with them. I feel like I'm the brink of finding out who I truly am.
"I stand on a precipice, I struggle to keep my balance. I open myself, I open myself. One stitch at a time."