soulmates.....torture device?
I know i haven't updated in a while...i just haven't been in a livejournal kinda mood....
everything seems to be moving very quickly such as the summer.....it's been about two months since i was in Florida and and still seems like just yesterday....Now in 3 weeks from today I'll be in Cortland!!!! i really can't wait to go....it's gonna be really great but bittersweet cause i don't want to leave all the people i've become close with in the past few months...however i went to orientation on the 21st and made my schedule and i'm pretty happy with it...i don't start till 1140 everyday so that's always nice for a girl with Epstein Barr...the only thing that sucks is that i have to take an education class over because it didn't transfer in right....stupid suffolk!!
I got my housing assignment yesterday and i got the building that i wanted....i'm gonna be on the 6th floor of the Smith Tower whoop whoop!!!...one of my suitmates called me today and she's from Nassau county which is really cool...she sounded really really sweet and i can't wait to get up there and meet everyone...
this really is going to be the best thing for me and i just have to keep on telling myself that...my life is about to make a drastic change because i've grown so accustomed to college life at home and it's just gonna be a hard adjustment but i'm very willing to conform....i know i'm going to miss my friends here but that's nothing new...i know this will only make me better and benefit me in the end...
making this phone call is something i dread but something i want to do so badly....who ever thought that dialing a phone would be so hard??..running into that person would just be so much easier, but it doesn't seem to happen....i have to do this though...for myself...for my sanity and especially for my peace of mind...i can't leave without doing it...i can't leave without closure..i need to salvage what i have lost in the past 4 months and i only have 3 weeks to do it...i know my problems will follow me but anything i can resolve here and leave behind will be for the best...i know i may sound dramatic but that's my life...drama full like never before...only in the past 3 years has my life been so crazy and dramatic...i guess it's making up for all that lost time...i'd give anything to go back to that....but then i wouldn't have all the great times that have come over the past years...it's like that whole eternal sunshine of the spotless mind thing...i want to erase everything and every memory that hurts me but along with taking out the bad you have to take out the good and i don't think i could part with that....catch 22!...but yeah i'm rambling
I JUST HAVE TO SAY THAT MISSY IN MY NEW GIRLFRIEND!...SHE'S THE SWEETEST PERSON I KNOW AND WE ARE GOING TO SPOIL EACHOTHER AND BUY EACHOTHER PRETTY GIFTS BECAUSE WE ARE COOL! I LOVE YOU MISSY!!
HEAD AUTOMATICA TOMORROW AT THE DOWNTOWN!
everything seems to be moving very quickly such as the summer.....it's been about two months since i was in Florida and and still seems like just yesterday....Now in 3 weeks from today I'll be in Cortland!!!! i really can't wait to go....it's gonna be really great but bittersweet cause i don't want to leave all the people i've become close with in the past few months...however i went to orientation on the 21st and made my schedule and i'm pretty happy with it...i don't start till 1140 everyday so that's always nice for a girl with Epstein Barr...the only thing that sucks is that i have to take an education class over because it didn't transfer in right....stupid suffolk!!
I got my housing assignment yesterday and i got the building that i wanted....i'm gonna be on the 6th floor of the Smith Tower whoop whoop!!!...one of my suitmates called me today and she's from Nassau county which is really cool...she sounded really really sweet and i can't wait to get up there and meet everyone...
this really is going to be the best thing for me and i just have to keep on telling myself that...my life is about to make a drastic change because i've grown so accustomed to college life at home and it's just gonna be a hard adjustment but i'm very willing to conform....i know i'm going to miss my friends here but that's nothing new...i know this will only make me better and benefit me in the end...
making this phone call is something i dread but something i want to do so badly....who ever thought that dialing a phone would be so hard??..running into that person would just be so much easier, but it doesn't seem to happen....i have to do this though...for myself...for my sanity and especially for my peace of mind...i can't leave without doing it...i can't leave without closure..i need to salvage what i have lost in the past 4 months and i only have 3 weeks to do it...i know my problems will follow me but anything i can resolve here and leave behind will be for the best...i know i may sound dramatic but that's my life...drama full like never before...only in the past 3 years has my life been so crazy and dramatic...i guess it's making up for all that lost time...i'd give anything to go back to that....but then i wouldn't have all the great times that have come over the past years...it's like that whole eternal sunshine of the spotless mind thing...i want to erase everything and every memory that hurts me but along with taking out the bad you have to take out the good and i don't think i could part with that....catch 22!...but yeah i'm rambling
I JUST HAVE TO SAY THAT MISSY IN MY NEW GIRLFRIEND!...SHE'S THE SWEETEST PERSON I KNOW AND WE ARE GOING TO SPOIL EACHOTHER AND BUY EACHOTHER PRETTY GIFTS BECAUSE WE ARE COOL! I LOVE YOU MISSY!!
HEAD AUTOMATICA TOMORROW AT THE DOWNTOWN!