Dejected. Rejected. Imperfected.
Have you ever felt like no matter how hard you try, you are never going to be as good at anything as you'd like to be? That everyone, even your best friend, overshadows you? That you can work and work and work and work and work for change, and when you're finished working, nobody's points of views will have changed even the slightest?
{{If you do, I empathize.}}