Sep 11, 2006 10:14
Some things have been really good, and some things have been really bad. Most of these are actually the same thing with a double-sided coin. (Or something like that.)
Such as:
Work. Making money is fun. Having two jobs and school is not.
Breaking up. Learning to live on my own and working on becoming a better person is what I need. But watching someone I love cry because they weren't ready for the break up makes me feel horrible inside. I so want to protect and help him... but I would have to be protecting him from myself, and I can't do that. Also, he needs to learn to help himself, as hard as that's going to be for him.
Pets. I love them, but they are fucking up my house faster then I can say, "Fuck you kitty!" And I have strewn clothes, dead birds, and an ever-full litter box to deal with. Plus, I have to chase my cat around just to give her her medicine so she won't pee on everything anymore.
There aren't enough hours in the day.