So faaaaaar away
All my friends will soon be in NYC. F is already there, C and other cool people are going next week, I am apparently missing out on the biggest broadway time of the season.
I just want this semester to be over. It was awful. Three exams to go. But the fun doesn't stop there. Cruise with the family from the 15th-23rd, and then off to Honduras for two weeks on the 6th. And a wedding and Christmas and SPAMALOT in there somewhere.
I wish I had more time to spend with my friends. It seems like I never have time for anything anymore. I want to take a month to just relax, spend time with friends, go see all the movies I'm missing, go see a million shows on Broadway...theres just so much I want to do.
I'm really not looking forward to Honduras. I don't have any super close friends on the trip, just acquaintances really, and they all are best friends and will of course exclude me. So I will try to befriend someone that I don't know...or just hang out with the fish?
The Ritz closed this afternoon and I'm SOOO sad that its over, and even sadder that I couldn't be there for the final show. Being at the final show of Gutenberg! The Musical was so emotional and amazing, I still get chills thinking about it. F is gonna be at JGJ's last show in Spring Awakening, and, while I am by no means a huge SA fan I wish I could be there too, just to have that experience. It will really be the end of an era, when JGJ leaves. I worry about the future of Spring Awakening once he is gone, he carries that show more than any other character. And he dies halfway through the second act! (I would put that behind a cut due to spoilers, but nobody reads this anyways...)
Speaking of Broadway, I am already planning my next trip this spring. It will consist of Young Frankenstein (for some Sutton and Christopher and Justin lovin') and Sunday in the Park with Georg. If its a two day trip, it will also consist of The Little Mermaid and Xanadu. Or maybe Curtains again, cause my life is lacking in David Hyde Pierce at the moment. My parents want to buy me some sort of ticket, and I know they both want to see Young Frankenstein, but I can't deal with them in the city, so it might be just me.
The musical revue is over, and it went SO MUCH BETTER than I thought it would. S and I rocked our number and collected tons of donations for OCT. One guy even put money down my shirt!
I fell off Tucker a few weeks ago, he just spazzed out while we were being lunged and started bucking and hopping around and I just flew off the side. Luckily, I wasn't hurt, but I've started to get more nervous with my riding lately. It's disappointing to watch myself go downhill like I did a few years ago, I love riding so much and I really don't want to be terrified to go over these tiny little jumps...but my fear just takes over sometimes. I feel like the other girls in my lesson get so annoyed with me...because I'm riding one of the best and safest horses at the barn and I'm still so wimpy.
I really just need a break from everything. A time to sit and enjoy and be lazy. But there is no time for laziness.