you'll be happy to say you knew me when
its been quite a bit since ive been on this here LJ.. but i'm in that sorta mood, so alas, here i am.
so today we wrapped Shattered and that was pretty exciting. this was one of the best experiences ive had lately cuz it really challenged me and put some shit into perspective..
i got there and ashley and alowie were chillin, so i got to kick it with the homies a bit.. actually more and more ppl arrived, but we had didnt get to shoot the first scene for lie almost 3 hours.. so it goes.it was nice to catch up with ashley, cuz her and i never really got to talk too much. shes a sweet girl.
it was really nice to be surrounded my ppl with the same drive, the same passion. it reminded me why i loove acting so much.. especially film. i feel like my TRUE being hops out and gets to play..
the best thing was this stupid shot where im spose to confront my "new boy" who is making out with some chick.. its a kind of cheesy scene and nima wasnt too crazy botu it, but it HAD to be in there.. i was kinda nervous cuz i was surrounded my good friends, and for some reason i was finding it hard to get into the anger my character was feeling.. i went in the other room, prepped and suddenly ran and felt comppppletely "in it". i went crazy hitting him and getting in a whole fist fight, shouting shit.. i dont even know what was said cuz it was totally "Iris" saying it.. when it was done everyone was like" wtf!!" and nima was like" whoa, lets give the girl a hand" that made me feel good. its those stupid lil moments where u suprise yourself and i felt okay again.. like maybe i realyl did have something.. the crying scenes later were awesome as well. chris was real easy to play off of, cuz he reminded me of matt.. who randomly called me, today of all days.... sooo strange.
but yea, then everyone left cept for will alowie and i, so we were watching all the old movies ive made with nimes.. i was seriously pissin my pants they were HILARIOUSSSS.. i felt like shit tho.. i was seriously soo sheisty.. part of it was cuz i had minimal exp. in front of the camera, part of it was cuz back then we got the script the day of, had no time to work on character or know our lines.. it was just bad.. but the movies are still FUCKIN COMEDY to look back on.. i think this new movie will be the first thats actually for reals.i cant wait for it to be edited and shit.
it was also nice to hang out with jalowie beans. i love that kid so much. and nimes. they;re seriously some of the greatest guys i know.
well im feelin all wack.. i finally got to wash my hair, woo woo.. now im gonna get in my pj's and i think have another in bed movie night..i wish i had someone to just kick back in bed with.. oooh well.
then tomorrow i have the day off for spring break.. i wanna go to the park or beach.. depending on the weather.. and write movie scipts. i feel inspired =))))
well. that is all for now. i think shiva and i are going to go to morongo and gamble later this week. that will be the excitement of my life. lol.
gnite all. call me if you wanna chillaxe! =)
<3 cass
so today we wrapped Shattered and that was pretty exciting. this was one of the best experiences ive had lately cuz it really challenged me and put some shit into perspective..
i got there and ashley and alowie were chillin, so i got to kick it with the homies a bit.. actually more and more ppl arrived, but we had didnt get to shoot the first scene for lie almost 3 hours.. so it goes.it was nice to catch up with ashley, cuz her and i never really got to talk too much. shes a sweet girl.
it was really nice to be surrounded my ppl with the same drive, the same passion. it reminded me why i loove acting so much.. especially film. i feel like my TRUE being hops out and gets to play..
the best thing was this stupid shot where im spose to confront my "new boy" who is making out with some chick.. its a kind of cheesy scene and nima wasnt too crazy botu it, but it HAD to be in there.. i was kinda nervous cuz i was surrounded my good friends, and for some reason i was finding it hard to get into the anger my character was feeling.. i went in the other room, prepped and suddenly ran and felt comppppletely "in it". i went crazy hitting him and getting in a whole fist fight, shouting shit.. i dont even know what was said cuz it was totally "Iris" saying it.. when it was done everyone was like" wtf!!" and nima was like" whoa, lets give the girl a hand" that made me feel good. its those stupid lil moments where u suprise yourself and i felt okay again.. like maybe i realyl did have something.. the crying scenes later were awesome as well. chris was real easy to play off of, cuz he reminded me of matt.. who randomly called me, today of all days.... sooo strange.
but yea, then everyone left cept for will alowie and i, so we were watching all the old movies ive made with nimes.. i was seriously pissin my pants they were HILARIOUSSSS.. i felt like shit tho.. i was seriously soo sheisty.. part of it was cuz i had minimal exp. in front of the camera, part of it was cuz back then we got the script the day of, had no time to work on character or know our lines.. it was just bad.. but the movies are still FUCKIN COMEDY to look back on.. i think this new movie will be the first thats actually for reals.i cant wait for it to be edited and shit.
it was also nice to hang out with jalowie beans. i love that kid so much. and nimes. they;re seriously some of the greatest guys i know.
well im feelin all wack.. i finally got to wash my hair, woo woo.. now im gonna get in my pj's and i think have another in bed movie night..i wish i had someone to just kick back in bed with.. oooh well.
then tomorrow i have the day off for spring break.. i wanna go to the park or beach.. depending on the weather.. and write movie scipts. i feel inspired =))))
well. that is all for now. i think shiva and i are going to go to morongo and gamble later this week. that will be the excitement of my life. lol.
gnite all. call me if you wanna chillaxe! =)
<3 cass