Everyone left me .. =[

Sep 14, 2005 08:01

I'm the only original freshman year dancer left.
Lauren, Jessica Paugh, Jenn, and Nicole all left.
I'm all alone.
I hate this.
No one left to gossip with, to laugh with, to dance with, or to sing with.

Nicole, I miss you so much.
Yesterday,dance was so hard.
I kept thinking of all the fun things we used to say to eachother.
Everyone kept saying how quiet it was and I was like "I hate it .. Shut up!"
We went further in finale. The HI-YAH! doesn't seem the same anymore and it never will again.
I really wish that you were still here.
I was so depressed the whole class period.
I didn't even get introuble for talking .. because I wasn't .. I was just sad.
I really wanted to say "Bye" to you yesterday morning but, I got to school so late. I was so mad all day.
But it went from mad to depressed by eighth period.
I feel so selfish or something.
Right now I'm in first period dance and they're all doing 'Witch Doctor' and they're at the partner work .. and you were my partner.
No one in our class believed me about you moving. Mrs. Conway is sad, also.
You have NO IDEA what the dance room is like without you.
I remember the first day you came into this class freshman year.
YOU WERE [ SERIOUSLY ] THE FIRST [ REAL ] FRIEND THAT I MADE AT NEW SMYRNA.
Well I really do hope that everything gets better for you.
I hope that everything is well with Mike too. I'm glad that he went with you.
I wish nothing but good for you and him while you're up there.
And I can't wait to see you.
I mean, now when I countdown to GRADUATION, I'm also counting down till I get to see you.
I just wish that you could of been a part of it with us.
MISS ya MUCH! And LOVE you EVEN MORE.

♥ ♥
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