holding on to what u said, last time here with me
so i havent had the energey to update this but today is my day off so why not? i just got in from my driving lesson went on the highway..that was intimidating but not as scary as i thought.i saw rj today that was amazing since we havent hung out in forever. he made me c.d's emofag mix volume one and 2 and two others which i cant remeber cuz their upstairs. we went for coffee got asked for change..in brampton!like what and discussed our usual music/alternative press articles and about going to california in the summer....i also really want to go to the bamboozle festival but we'll see.taking back sunday tickets go on sale sat.wooooo and i need to buy my fall out boy one tomorrow...playing with the academy is....thats hot!ive been stressing lately again...feeling really emotional but thats just me. had my feelings hurt quite a bit lately but its ok i'll be just fine.me tylers 8 months is two days i hope we can hold on...one minute were amazing and the next im so scared its just going to end but as always i will pick myself up and do the best i can to make this work because i love him too much....on another note i have two college interviews coming up and i have noo portfolio...someone help me...im not even ready to go , just keeping my mom happy.i have no money and i hate thinking about the future because i dont want it to all come crashing down.i just want an easy way into what i want to do for the rest of my life like everyone else...move somehwre beautiful and be inlove for the rest of my life...if anyone can make this happen...let me know.i suppose i'll shut up now, this is just turning into a rant and i cant be bothered/no one really cares anyways....ok i'm off